結束該結束的

不知不覺，一年就這麼過去了，很快的我最喜歡的聖誕節也要再等361天才能再次地度過。每一年，我都對自己說要過一個特別的聖誕節可是，往往每年都過著一樣的聖誕。 真的好想過個白色聖誕節，穿著厚厚的毛衣，看著天上下不完的白雪，你說是不是人生的一大樂趣呢？

三天后，2014年就要來臨了，我期望的就是快快樂樂以及健健康康地過生活罷了。簡單的事我們來做，難的事就留給上帝再做安排吧。住该记住的，忘記该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的。也就還是這一句。哈哈！

隨著時間的流逝，我也覺得我越來越老了，但其實我也越來越有價值了。俗語說，眼淚的存在，是为了证明悲傷不是一场幻觉。相信過去的一年，每一個人都有自己的喜怒哀樂，然而，新的一年裡，讓一切都重新開始吧。因為生命太过短暂，今天放弃了明天不一定能得到。就好像我一樣，每天告诉自己一次，我真的很不错， 要铭记在心：每天都是一年中最美好的日子。人老了，真的做什麼都懶了，以前每想到一樣東西就一定要做到才行。可是，現在偶爾想出去走走可是想想就不想去了。想為朋友做些什麼聚會的，想多一想連自己都沒心了！

在新的一年裡，我為自己定下了不少的目標，但是人生樣樣起步難！最近看到了一句話，那裡說到，一个如果能从别人的观念来看事情，能了解别人心灵活动的人，永远不必为自己的前途担心。覺得這句很有意思可是東西往往都看起來簡單可是做起來就難了。只能說：努力吧！

最近，真的覺得好悶哦！又是過回那有規律又沒樂趣的生活，每天除了上班就是上班。下班的時後，好久才有一次機會看到日落的陽光。公司的停車場也就剩那最後的一兩輛車罷了。我真的好想去旅行哦！！ 我也好想念讀書的日子啊！

生命就是一个逐渐支出和利用时间的过程。一旦丧失了时间，生命也就走到了尽头。 所以，好好的過最後三天的2013年。為這一年留下一個美好的句點吧。朋友們，愛你哦，我們明年再見！

祝大家新年快樂哦~

All of a Sudden

All of a sudden! Ticket bought -> leave applied -> bag packed -> bus boarded -> Thailand

After boarding on a 10 hours bus journey i finally reached the city. Then, I looked around the city and realized that the place here is totally out of my imagination in terms of its environment, building, street and people there.

Well, once after i got down from the bus i started to look for the famous dim sum being recommended by some bloggers. After a 10 mins walk distance i reached the shop and the shop is packed with people. The dim sum there tasted slightly different though the outlook is almost the same. Somehow, some of the dishes here are delicious especially the char siew pau! I ate alot and it is surprisingly cheap when i paid the bill! It is only rm1.80-rm2.50 per plate or per dish.

Then, i went for a bowl of bird nest. Not to say the bird nest is fake but the taste is more towards to sugar soup. Still, my mommy homemade bird nest soup is the best! They are so pure and slurping!

During the night time, i went to the pasar malam there to have some walk. After i done with walking. Next, i went into 7-11 there to buy a bottle of milk and head back to my room. I drank n slept after that.

This is a short trip for me and no ones ever realized of my missing as well but i am back then! haha! 
 
After all, it is sounded like a boring trip huh? Well, it depends solely. For me, i am simply enjoying it. I take this as kind of reflection trip. Life is like a bowl of cherries. Some cherries are rotten while others are good; its your job to throw out the rotten ones and forget about them while you enjoy eating the ones that are good! There are two kinds of people: those who choose to throw out the good cherries and wallow in all the rotten ones, and those who choose to throw out all the rotten ones and savor all the good ones. Therefore, Keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you or otherwise.

Lucky Dim Sum & Bak Kut Teh

 

 

 Drooling Dim Sum!

Bird-nest

Pasar Malam

Mango glutinous rice

Perseverance of Life

Halloween was just passed and many people are getting excited with this great festival.Well, i don think it would be the same towards me. It is just another normal day for me but somehow my frens were suggesting to have some gathering as celebration though

Yeah, we did made it for a gathering in heli lounge. The scenery there is cool and nice and it is the very first time for me to be there. Sitting on the rooftop, wind breezing, car moving, and looking at all the building underneath u is feeling great. I was just wishing how nice if i can throw all my problems down there and they are just vanished in a second.

Recently, i tried to expose myself more and trying to talk to more people and i guessed i am not really a good talker. I do not know what to talk and my speech would always be irritating. i might not owning a good communication skills and I always hope i can be more frenly and easy going. Friends would not feel bad for talking to me and a fren who give comment is a fren indeed. So, comment me.

Time passes and people grows. Dreams and hopes are always the key to keep us moving forward and fighting for it. What if a people with no hopes or dreams? Are they destined to be a failure? We cant judge a person by its cover. You will never know what the person has gone through or experienced before. Sometimes, what you have seen and what you have heard are not necessary to be the truth. It is depending on whether you choose to believe it blindly or cling on your faith. But, sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time. Thus, faith and understanding is very important in every kind of relationship.

Well, Its hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want. Good things come to those who wait… greater things come to those who get off their ass and do anything to make it happen. Great things din juz come in a sudden, we reap what we sow. This is how perseverance works. 

毕业咯！！

終於畢業了，怎样？有帅到，有型吗？有的话就表扬一下嘛。哈哈。这一天，感触良多，朋友的聚集，家人的欢笑声。心里就樂了。大家拍了很多照片。太兴奋了！好怀念大学的生活。还在念书的，真的要好好享受一下，别那么烦恼。这个时候是最佳的时候慢慢思考想想你的梦想，理想和你要走的路。穿着这一身毕业袍，都没有想过会有这一天，真的要感谢我妈妈这一路来的坚持，鼓励以及劝勉。人生是要有這麼多的波折才能换来稍微好一点的生活。跌倒了，学习了，再站起来吧。有什么难的。

有时候，面子这东西，不能太在意，因为，它会让你失去很多东西。后悔，每一个人都会有，我后悔的事还多的是呢，难道因为面子这东西而放不下就放弃吗？人总是在成长的过程中学习，对了就做，错了想一想，改正再出发。事情永远都向简单的方向想最好，面子算什么，把握该要把握的，做认为对的事最重要。俗語說，機會是留給有準備的人。這個時候我就真的認同了，以前，聽到這一句話都覺得是屁話，但是，畢業了，出來了，這句話對我來說是真的了。

问题天天都多，就是看你怎样看待以及回应。我们大家都没有能力知道未来是怎样。因为事情因为人而改变，人也因为环境而改变。世上没有人是完美的。只有不停的進步，改變，東西才會變好。還記得，上個星期好友送我的一句話，也就是上帝的話語：‘’ You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future.God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.‘’

這輩子，慶幸的事就是朋友多！一副臭臉的我，真的不太有人想接近我。感謝，我四年的好室友，第一天踏進房裡的時候就對我微笑了，第一晚，我們還來了一小段pillow talk 呢。 但那次之後就沒了。不開心的時候，還有隨時隨刻 stanby 的 dota kaki 出去瘋狂一下。 這還不是人生一大樂趣嗎？

四年裡，太多太多的朋友要感謝了。有教會的朋友，家鄉的朋友們，以及來自不同地方而聚集在一起唸書的好友們！我太愛你們了。還記得，畢業典禮完後的那一晚，回到房裡的時候傻傻的望著天花板，多麼想回到讀書的那時候。人就是那樣的，有的時候不會去珍惜，到沒有的時候就懷念。

然而，在大学的生活犹如一本书，打开书，每一个故事都记录了一段单纯的起伏，故事里终究会有遗憾，会有叹息，会有泪滴，要不就是青涩的年纪，就没有酸涩的回忆。请相信，一切暂别的都要重聚，一切遗憾的都要圆满。 我想打开心灵的窗扇寻找太阳，窗外孕育着小草，树苗如此茁壮，那不是它们的顽强是什么？并不是每个人都一定要有别人期待的成功好知识，有自己的特长、兴趣，就去奋斗！朋友，请相信：风雨过后是彩虹，春天来到有绿地，让我们的生活变成五彩缤纷的世界！岁月的河流上，会流走很多很多。相逢时的那片红叶，也会褪色吗？

我的朋友们，我们要暂时分别了；“珍重珍重”的话，我也不再说了。在这欲去未去的夜色里，努力铸造几颗小晨星；虽然没有多大光明，但也能使那早行的人兴奋。动身的时刻到了，让我们走吧！不必惋惜，也无需离别，纵使歌声渐渐地沉寂下去，我们的心也会永远地跳荡不息。最後來一首詩吧！

有一种感觉总在失眠时,才承认是“相思”……
有一种缘分总在梦醒后,才相信是“永恒”……
有一种目光总在分手时,才看见是“眷恋”……
有一种心情总在离别后,才明白是“失落”……  

 

What a life

What life is all about? We have friend and family around and whenever we r being with fren or family, we always pretending that we r ok n fine. Sometimes it is very tiring. Soon, another best fren of mine gonna leaving me and i feel so heart pain becoz it is very hard to find a fren that willing to spend time n listening to ur problem n help u. I do have many frens and all of them treated me very well. I love them all but i m kind of person always keeping my own feeling hoping that my negative aura will not spread to them. 

Recently, i have some problem. I feel very stressed. And of coz as an engineer (i m not boasting about myself, don missunderstood) ,  it is not easy and it is part of my planning to gather some sum of money n fulfilling my dream of building up my own career. I have my own planning becoz i have a dream, a dream to become better. I wan to prepare myself for my family, my future wife.. I love the people surrounding n i want them to feel comfort with me. But i really don noe how to speak sometimes but i willing to improve and i m still improving. I believe that i have my own confident in all aspect but whenever come to relationship matter and not merely on boy girl relationship but even family and friends i will suppress my feeling. I try to cover myself with smile and i know this is not right but i love them all. I m kind of person that not really good in expressing myself. Deep down in my heart i keep worrying myself for not be able to do my best. I m not a emo guy. Our life is filling with hope all the times it is just depending how we going to treat it. 

Whenever i think i m not qualified n prepare i will not going in plan. But why people always looking down and missunderstood me. As a fren said, if u think you are good, you don have to tell how good you are and soon u will prove how good you are. Time will prove everything.I m totally agreed with this and time will prove everything n what i need is chances. Hope everything will be fine and tmr is another great start. 

开什么玩笑！开心又谦卑的 James Liew 回来啦。哈哈哈~ 

进步= 丰富人生

人生就是要不停地进步，我们不能为了那一点小事就在原地止步。天大地大，难道我们就要为了那一点永远看不开的东西执着吗？ 以前的我，做事粗心，从来不顾后果，我行我素，开心就好。这样对吗？ 有时，回复地想起旧事也不是不好，至少它让我知道我有进步，我变了，不是变坏了，而是变好了，而且还会更好。我无时无刻都在感谢，感谢身边的人从来没放弃我。那些对我绝望的人让我提起脚步，迈进成工的一步。当然，我现在还没成功啦。哈哈

离开家里的四年，让我学习了很多，至少我学会独立，不让家人担心。也许，不知从何开始，我抱着明天的希望会让我们忘了今天的痛苦这理念，不停地让自己进步。我感谢身边帮过我，以及陪我一起长大的朋友们。没有了你们，我都不知道怎样了。外表随和，可是内心孤僻的我有好长一段时间，不停的在问自己到底要什么，最终还是没有答案。然而，不知不觉，我走到了今天。从一个，被老师认为永远不会读好书的坏学生，一路上慢慢的迈进，结果最终成功的毕业了。我永远除了感谢我的啊爸天父之外就是我妈妈了。可能，小的时候，真的真的是家境不好吧。妈妈一天要打三份工来维持家里的需要。早上五点起床，做到晚上的十一点。跟我们说话的时间很少，要是我做错事了，不是挨藤条就是皮带了。我很感激我不是有钱家庭出身，因为更加让我知道什么是珍惜和节俭。真所谓，贪婪是最真实的贫穷，满足是最真实的财富。我们要自己努力创造我们的未来，因为上帝从不埋怨人们的愚昧，人们却埋怨上帝的不公。这又何必呢，凡事都要感谢才是对的。有时，进来写写东西特别地舒服，因为藏在心底的话不是故意要去隐瞒，只是不是所有的疼痛都可以呐喊。好了，是时候睡觉了，晚安～

End of University Life~

We are always being taught with a proverb since we were young which is times flies and yet time flies indeed. This is a common life cycle that everyone on this earth will ever came across . During our university life, we will always thinking that it is a long journey to go in order to complete a 4 year bachelor degree course. In the other way, whenever we are reaching the last day of it and now everyone is complaining about times passing just in a glimpse and it is superb fast.

Today, it is the last day of my university life and tomorrow morning most of us will be going back to our own hometown and start working and for sure will be leading a hectic life soon, i guess. Some of them are going to singapore but many of them are staying locally wishing that they will be able to take care of their family members especially their parents while they are working. This is same goes with me as i finally chose to stay in my own hometown and working there. Since i am away from home for 4 year times already since the start of my bachelor degree, i think it is time for me to go back to the place where i am belonged. I wish i am not making a wrong choice anyway. 

Somehow, the saddest moment is always the  moment where friends who are like brothers have to be separated. Friends are always like pieces of puzzle where they mix and match to make our life as beauty as million worth portrait or picture. It also helps to enrich our lives. I am always cherished the moment for spending together with them of course. This month, i am totally enjoyed myself. After the end of the final exam, we started to eat hard and play hard. We played back all the childish games we used to play when we were young like those cards games, visiting cyber cafe, climbing the walls fighting who can climb higher and even playing the ancient game that we used to play last time which is the Counter Strike. 

As the chinese says '天下无不散之宴席‘ and i am happy with what i am now and thank to everyone that we are managed to have many group photos to keep it as memory. Good luck all my friends! Hope we all can always keeping in touch and wish all of you the best in your lives! Don ever forget me and guess who am I? Yes i am James, James Liew- the one who always talk 10 sentences even you believe any single phrase of it you also will die that James~ HAHA~

Although i am always talking nonsense and bluffing around or you all can always saying me ' blow water' but actually what i spoken out there is always having somewhat truth proportion where i am not totally bluffing. If i did spoken out something that hurting your feeling and here, i would like to apologize and beg for your forgiveness! I will definitely missing you all especially those who always come and talk to me and disturb me like my Gang of Dota Kaki and basketball mates. You guys know who you are yea~ For girls' coursemate, what i said sometimes i just meaning to have some jokes only, don ever keep it in heart yea~ You know, i am a good man right? haha~ Okay! Wish we all are always in LUCK! BYE!

Graduation 畢業篇

記得小時候，我特別喜歡這句老師教的諺語，那就是，一寸光陰一寸金，寸金難買寸光陰。這是代表了時間流逝地非常快，我們要珍惜時間呀！一贊眼就四年了，這個月是最後一個月讓我和我朋友們在大學快快樂樂相聚的時光了。之後全部都要各奔西東咯。

Before this, there are many question marks in my head. This is because there are too many choices for me to choose for my future. I do made up a decision that continue for Phd previously but it seems to be a tough journey and i am actually realizing that i am not having that much of passion anymore in studying. I am now more keen to moeny, money and MONEY! This is the one of the society sickness that making everybody is so looking up on the money. 5 years are just too long for me i guess because i am too ambitious and my family is needing me so i have to come out and work. 

Previously, dilemma really killing me either pursuing study or working and now even the dilemma is killing me again by making a decision whether to stay in Malaysia or going to Singapore. Somehow, i am very gracious and thank God that i have quite a number of choices to make. Some local companies are offering a great salary to me. There are also few companies from Singapore which are not too bad as well in term of the salary. Anyway, i am actually making a decision to go to a company in Singapore and signing up for a 2.5 years contract there this coming tuesday but all in sudden my mind is starting to have some discussion whether staying in Malaysia will be a better choice in order to success faster? Haiz, it is hard to make a firm decision again!

Subsequently, if i am going to Singapore meaning that i can only coming back to meet my mom and my family members once in a long while. I do hope i can earn as much as possible so that i can let my mom and my dad enjoy their life when they reach 60 meaning that i am still having 10 more years to work on it so that they can put down all the burdens the have in us and enjoy their lives. My parents have worked so hard for us 4 siblings in order to get us what the other children is having during their childhood and teen age. Since we are from a poor family when we was young but somehow they manged to get us some toys no matter it is new or 2nd hand. By the way, i am only managed to remember that i am only having a brand remote racing car when i was young. Somehow, i cherished for what i am having. Last year, my mom and dad managed to board on a plane and going to Sabah for their very first time vacation. I do hope i can sponsor them a luxurious vacation each year later when i am coming out to work later on. Therefore, if someone who are so bad luck to become my girl friend, please do not blame me for not buying LV, Gucci, Prada those.If you think you deserve for all these i think u better find another man who are managed to do so. Not to say i don willing to spend just that i think spending wisely is very important in planning for future. This is also another harsh part in my life as i am having quite a high requirement in acquiring a girl friend. For example, look decent, medium size, around 160-168cm height, if possible having a double eyes lid and prominent nose face features. haha, i think i surely still sleeping and keeping myself in my dreamland that's why i still being single since i was born.

Somehow, university life is ending soon and i surely missing it very much with a bunch of silly coursemates by keep calling me handsome james or bomber king 大炮王。The day of doing gym, plying basketball, swimming together all will be ended soon. Wish you guys to be having a great future and not forgetting me! If anyone of you read my blog please remember to keep in touch with me after the graduation and invite me for the wedding dinner yea! This is my promise, no matter how far and where is you wedding is located i will be there!