Holiday!

“To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life’s but a walking shadow; a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.”

 

Life is just like a life brief candle,it walks fast it goes fast too. I am about to finish my internship in Penang after being 2 months here, unconsciously. Now, i am just having another 4 weeks more for my internship before going back to my university for my last 2 semester studies. As the poem i posted above, time flies and all my yesterday have lighted fools because I have actually doing and learning nothing during my internship period but wasting my time and passing my credit only. This condition totally fulfilling the quote   “To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day'' for my life in this 3 months practical period.

Well, finally, I can back to my hometown to see my lovely mummy on this coming Friday due to the Hari Raya public holiday. What a terrible summer break I am having this year as the changes made by the university extended our internship period from 10 weeks to 12 weeks which means i have not a single day of holiday for this semester break. Pathetic! That's why i am always anticipating to go back to my hometown so that i can meet with my friend and have some gathering with my relatives, maybe. This Hari Raya holiday is just came in time so that I can travel back to my home. Anyway, for my Malays' friend, I would like to wish them '' SELAMAT HARI RAYA'' as they have just gone through a harsh period before they can enjoy their great festive season. Therefore, let's enjoy the holiday together  (^.^)

Photo Taken During The Site Visit

2012 年

我回來了！！真的太久沒進來了，剛登入時還嚇了我一跳，怎麼東西都不一樣了呢。東按西按的果然有效！ 最後還是成功進來了。哈哈。

在檳城生活也有兩個月了吧。覺得這裡還蠻不錯的因為東西都很便宜如果跟我的家鄉相比。另外，在這裡的實習也很輕鬆。如果朋友們有follow我的面子書的話一定就覺得我來檳城實習就好像來旅遊似的。檳城們的朋友們都對我很好因為他們很照顧我也時常帶我到一些所謂很有名的攤位吃東西。很開心。唯一不好的事就是沒有結交過任何一位的女性朋友。不過還好啦，我的生活也不就差不多一樣。所以沒什麼好奇。不過，在這裡也同時結交了五位新的朋友。他們都是來自別的大學也是跟我一樣來到檳城第二大橋這裡實習。很開心能與他們結交。

另外，這個月也是倫敦奧運會的舉行月，每一個週末和每一天放工後我都呆在電視機前守候着希望能看到我國的選手們會有一番作為然後為我國拿下榮譽的獎牌。這裡我也要恭喜我國的羽毛球英雄李宗偉為我國拿下了這一屆的第一面銀牌。不過，有時也會替那些選手們傷心因為他們付出了他們的青春和時間就為了今天的成就可是就是當比賽在進行時失誤而被淘汰！哎！看到他們哭時我的心也跟他們一起哭了。還記得昨天看的一項表演，體操。選手們紛紛出現失誤跌倒結果一直哭到最後。也許是求勝心急吧～

 最近覺得我很健康因為我每天都去游泳一個小時然後每天都十點半就睡了。不管怎樣，還是希望大家能健健康康和生活愉快。 ^.^  

Rejected

Rejected, rejected, rejected and being rejected again. What a life! Am i really born to be rejected. Trying my best which is my very best every-time whenever i am chatting, communicating and doing things but yet the outcome are terrible. People always take things for granted like what you are doing are supposed to do and the price that you have paid will never get in any return values. What I can say here is life is harsh.

Uhmm... I think I shall get myself moving forward and try out something new so to get the dull life washed. Opss, here is an updated news since friends are asking to share. Two more months later I will be going to Penang for my Industry Training concerning about the Penang second bridge construction. It is a good news that I was adopted and I hope I can learn something new there so to magnify my knowledge about civil engineering. The only worry that I have is the accommodation problem as I have no relatives there. Staying in friend's house like giving quite a lots of problem to their family as I will be the ''interceptor'' all the times. Trying to figure it out later~

On the other hand, I am started to get bored with the university life. Not to say others university life but it is only mine. Keeping myself in the room days and nights except lunch and dinner really meaningless. Though birthday was passed days ago but I am just wishing that I could get a car here so that I might be inviting friends around to hang out. Thus, started to pay my attention on used cars now. Hope to get a cheap, nice and not-too-old car. ^>^

Now, I am just anticipating for the coming up trip planned by me and my coursemates. First, having a 一路向北 trip all the way from JB, SEREMBAN, KL, PENANG then Thailand and back to PENANG, KL and JB again. Next, going to KUKUP again for mind and soul relaxation together will all the coursemates. All these will be happening starting from next week.. Yeepie~~~

Enjoy ENjoy ENJOY till the Max Max MAX !!!

The Dreamer Always

曾經想過再也不進來了因為真的有打算放棄寫blog。這也是為什麼這個blog被荒廢了這麼久都沒有任何更新的原因。一路來，我寫blog都是為了舒解我的心情或是EMO時才寫的。有時，我想我是真的有問題嗎？沒事就是不找事幹！在這裡發怨言。人生嘛，本來就是挫折多於興奮的事。喜皮笑臉的我其實也不只是普通人一個因為小丑當久了也有想回到現實的那一刻，有時也會EMO的。

大學的生活真的好過因為我們都不需要為生活而煩惱反而還有一班要好的朋友們時時刻刻地陪伴我們左右，嘻嘻哈哈的。但我們往往別忘了我們是活在這個爭得你死我活的世界裡，一個不小心被人陷害了你都不知道發生了什麼事。最近，有一位朋友上課上到一半突然不見了，十分鐘後收到他的來電說他不見了四千塊錢。這時我就想怎麼好好上課的會突然不見錢呢还真的很替他心疼。雖然我不能偉大地拿出我的一部分來給與他幫助但只希望他能吸取這次的教訓日後凡事都要小心。

不知不覺，身邊的朋友們都畢業了而我也來到了大學的第三年，還有一年也要畢業了。然而，工作的去工作了讀書的也跟著他們所規劃地去完成他們人生的夢想。而我呢？ 還在迷惘中找不到出路。畢業後有點想工作也有點想繼續讀書。 唉！ 這就看上帝的安排吧～有獎學金就讀沒有的話就工作去吧。

不知道大家有沒有聽過怕安靜這首歌？最近真的愛上了這首歌。也許我是真的是怕安靜吧。我不是一個不能獨立生活的人但我承認我真的是個怕安靜的人。當我一個人時，我多數都會選擇睡覺以免我胡思亂想。安靜時，我也會想媽媽因為大了才知道小時媽媽所付出的一切都是為了今天的我。還記得小時候，我很討厭媽媽打我罵我和阻止我想要做的一切事情。但當我隨著時間而長大時，我了解了媽媽的苦心。如今，媽媽能在我身邊的時間是正在倒數着的願我能盡快地盡我所能的來孝敬她。

另外，還有一首歌，傷不起，有聽過嗎？歌裡面有一段的歌詞-怕难过 想难忘 以为追求完美却没想过会受伤。這歌詞我個人認為很棒也很喜歡因為這也是我多年來沒交過半個女朋友的一個原因。也許是我要求高怕受傷害吧。不知道為什麼，朋友們都不是很相信我是個從來都沒交過女朋友的男孩。難道真的有這麼不可思議嗎？ 不過，有時做人是不應該這麼在乎別人的眼光，做好自己就好。

對！昨天是白色情人節哦但我還是搞不清是女生送禮物給男生還是男生送禮物給女生因為朋友們都各有各說的。因為我的禮物簽收名單上除了我姐，我媽，我舅舅和我弟弟就別無他人了。還有朋友們問我是否會有禮物收呢。哈哈，哪有可能！！你問我想要有女朋友嗎？我的答案當然是想要啊！不過這也要看緣分啦。有的時候有心儀的對象但就是不受別人的理會。現代的女生難啊！

最後，送你們這幾首歌吧～ 很好聽的歌。我超愛的！願我們大家都生活愉快！！

Severely

傷不起

怕安靜

想起，那些年

那些年我們一起追過的女孩

终于等到了那些年，我们一起追的女孩上映了。 心情超兴奋的在facebook上约朋友就去看了。当影片一秒一秒地在播放时，我就仿佛掉进了时光机器回到了小学的我，中学的我。 心情很开心因为回忆里的我至少是无忧无虑的度过每一天，和朋友们之间所度过的就像上课不念书在抽屉里干一些不为人知的事，上课玩大佬二，你惹我，我惹你，想到就开心极了。

随着岁月的流逝的我也成长了，小时常常逗人，惹人 的精神也不见了。如今的我时常都只会对着电脑发呆。 这将要夺回我们的青春的影片果然夺回了我的青春。 第一次看这部电影让我心情好复杂，有想哭的，有想笑的更有让我值得回忆的每一幕。

戏中的沈佳宜更是我的最爱。 我好喜欢这一类型的女孩。 我想看了这一部电影的人都会很喜欢她吧。她所带出来的感觉超棒的，让我脑海里每一刻都在回忆当时为什么想要做的事却因为胆小而没去做呢？ 这时刻我真的气坏了。九把刀说得非常好，每一个男生都会有他那一个的沈佳宜。而我的呢？二十二年了，都没出现过。 我想我的胆小和我的懦弱就是我的解答。

隔两天我第二次再看了这一部电影，这次我和我一班要好的朋友们一起看。不知是应酬我还是什么的因为我不时都会说这部电影太棒了，你们有兴趣要一起看吗？说着说着他们就去看了。虽然故事到最后是开心的结局可我就认为 有情人就因该终成卷屬嘛。故事里的柯景腾到最后不能和沈佳宜在一起就只因为一点点的误会，这也太可悲啦！ 这一刻我眼眶湿了。

最后的那十分钟更是经典了！ 超感动的画面再次呈现在我们观众的前面。 真的真的好羡慕喔！ 我太喜欢这一部电影了。 还没看的，有空一定要去看！ 在五天里面看了两次，现在我整个脑海里都是那可爱又美丽的沈佳宜和帅气爆表的柯景腾。 可是故事归故事，真正的生活还是一样要过啦，就只希望能够找到一个能让我像柯景腾那么喜欢着的那个沈佳宜。

那些年，我们一起追的女孩好看！ 九把刀你也太厉害了吧~

美丽的陈妍希（沈佳宜）和帅气的柯震東（柯景腾）

What a life

Yo! finally I checked in to my blog again after being abandoned this for about half a year. Thinking of forsaking this blog actually as not much people will be going to read or hang around here too. No no no, I am not meaning that I'm writing a blog for people to read only but to share out some of my thoughts actually. But somehow I found out that I have changed actually. I changed to a person that not really like to share my things anymore. Less talking if I am not officially needed to talk . People who knew me will always come to me and say '' What's wrong buddy, why you were keeping silent recently. Mind to share? I am always there to listen to your problems'' haha!!!
Sometimes I really do hope that I can find somebody to share things that are obsessing me. But, I'm always have no ideas where to start and I think I am actually not having anything to tell also because I am kind of person who likes to figure things out by his own.

ArG! Don't discuss my matter anymore and now let's proceed to what I have actually done for the last 4 months of holiday. School reopen finally and assignments are getting me crazy indeed now. Somehow, I am very happy that trip to Hong Kong and Macau together with my coursemates were successfully organized. I really treasured the moment that bunch of friends getting crazy together without any worries. I guess I will be missing these moments forever.
A week after I came back from Hong Kong I went to Taiwan again. I was being sent by UTM for a competition in Taiwan. Fortunately, I managed myself for both competition and visitation in Taiwan. By comparing hong kong and Taiwan, I am always prefer Taiwan more than Hong Kong as people there are much more hospitality. Knew lots of Taiwanese friends there too and I wish I could have chance to visit them again.

Finally, I am happy that I came into this blog and spent my time here again to prove that I am still alive. haha...not much things I can share though. Trips' experiences? I wrote for it before. For more information, kindly refer back to the older post or my facebook. Thank you for reading and visiting anyway.

New Friends from Taiwan

Group photo for Hong Kong trip

Site Visiting

Earthquake Competition

Jumping high

Photo that I like the most

1 Day Trip - SeKinChan

Once in a blue moon, friends of mine will be organising one day trip so to wash out the dull, boring and routined teenage life we are having. Besides that, I also want to thank to the laziest friend of mine, huey may that finally contributed something for organising this trip. haha. And so, I finally get myself an opportunity there and it was a fun trip.

As usual, I am still being who I am, the craps talker. Hope that my voice will not keeping them annoying for the whole journey. Other than that, this is also my first time having an outing with mee ting and choir yan. Excited huh? Guess so, not bad. haha..We used to talk and laugh for the whole journey. For time killing purposes, we share out whatever we knew so to keep everybody busying talking. After 2 hours plus of talking and sharing, we reached our destination.

After reaching there, we packed our car nearby the shop lots then we walked around to check out the place. After that, we pay our visitation to the beach that well known of its tree houses. The girls are so crazy for the tree house and photos were non stop snapping over there. Due to the hot weather, all of us are wishing if we could have some cold drinks or ice-cream out there. Coincidentally, there was a ice-cream seller passing by with his motorcycle. Without any hesitation, we stopped the man and bought the ice-creams. we were then happily licking out the ice-cream.

Next, we went to the paddy field. The weather is really hot at there as there are not many trees for covering up. The paddy field is so beautiful and this is the first time for me to visit this kind of place too. Photos were snapped there but not too many because of the annoying hot sun. Hot sun makes people exhausted rapidly. We stayed at the paddy field for about 2 hours and not long after that we left the place and back.

Before I end, once again thank to huey may for organising this trip, mee ting for driving us there and not forgetting Mr ZL for being our camera man too. I am personally enjoying this trip well. Once again, a BIG THANK to You Guys.

The super good looking paddy

Cool~

Three little girls of the day

Car that driven us there ^^

The pro camera man

Seismic Competition 2011

Seismic competition is kind of competition where you are provided few hours to build up a structure and later it will be tested on a earthquake tectonic platform to test if it could be standing up to which level of tectonic movement during the earthquake. I am not so sure if I have explained it correctly but the basic idea is there. haha..What a great experience I was having in this competition and it was fun too.

This is also the first time for me to break out the isolation chronosphere as for me partaking into the public academic competition is just a waste of time only. No reasons and I am just like keeping myself in the room most of the time. Whenever they are people inviting me to form a group for a certain type of competition surely I will be rejecting them with sarcasm. This might be because of I am always having no passion in doing things? Anyway, I guess my team members will get crazy if they get longer time with me during the competition because I do not like snail works as I keep rushing them and keep saying 'cincai la, finish it fast then okay already'. Every time I voice out the 'cincai la' surely they will be throwing me an unusual uncomfortable expression. What a bad group leader I was with no patient at all. Somehow we made it. We completed the model within the period of the time.

After that, all groups are waiting for their turns to test on their models. Winners of the competition will be fully sponsored by our university to Taiwan to the next stage of the competition. Our master year seniors had won the last year champion in this competition in Taiwan. What a fantastic well done job from them. This is one of the reason to get me into the competition actually because winner of the competition can go ahead to Taiwan. LOL !!! There goes a saying in chinese ' if you dont have the big head, dont wear the big hat' and somehow my group members like to wear the big hats and we have decided to put on about 20kg loads on a little tiny modeling to test out. This is really freaking out the other groups when they knew it and they are laughing if we can even get it through the first stage or not. Nevermind ' 输人不输阵' just do it and we will see. haha..

Out of expectation, my modeling survived to the last stage of the tectonics test with highest efficiency ratio. Thus,my team won the competition and we got the chance to Taiwan too at the same time. For entertainment purpose, all the models that are still in good condition are asked to challenge the impossible. Loads are fitted on our model until the maximum of 40 loads. At this stage most of the structure collapsed and mine structure is not excluded too.

Wow, dreamers' dream finally came true as my group's name in the competition also named as DREAMERS. Wahahaha.. What a great gift from UTM on this special day. Additionally, thank to my roommate, Yik Yong and opposite room' friend, Jia jian for creating me a short clips and the video will be posted on my facebook when I am back to facebook later. Really a great work from them. Appreciate it deep down my heart greatly. Lastly, Thank GOD for providing me a chance to Taiwan by winning the competition. 'Cincai' works sometimes can be awesome too. Dreamers will not always in dreaming mode. Do not look down at DREAMERS.. ^.^

My Group Members

Our Modeling before the test


Full of Loads at about 20 kg


Getting Ready For tectonic Movement


The Cash Award Won as Champion


Other Competitors

Kukup's Trip

Just came back from Kukup yesterday and I was really enjoyed the trip well. Thank to my lovely tiny course-mate, SPT for suggesting and helping in organising this trip as well. Oh, forgot to introduce what is meant by Kukup actually. Kukup is a kind of places like a fish village where all the people there are mainly depend on fishing to earn a living. It is located in the state of Johor and the nearest town to Kukup is named Pontian. Ever heard it?

This is the first time I been there and I was really enjoyed myself there. There are 17 of us are in this trip but only 1 car is out and the rest 13 of us went there by our bikes. hahaha... Impressive yea? It was 45 minutes journey away from our universities. Somehow, It was really fun having a big gang riding in bikes together but bear in mind we are not ' Mat Rempit' ^.^

We eat, play and sing as well nonstop there as we were provide a great karaoke system, unlimited sets of mahjong, lami and cards. Everyone of us finding our own favourite type of activity to join. Some even sing up to 6 am in the morning nonstop since we were reaching there at the time of 2pm. Other than that, we were brought to visit the mangrove too. Inside there, we saw wild boar, monkeys and 'snake with four legs' (四脚蛇). Kind of great experience too.

However, happy moment always not lasting long as this was just a simple 2 days and 1 night trip. After having our steamboat lunch at there we left the place and back to our universities again.

Pulau Kukup

On the way to our destination

Our place of staying

Our Visitation

Mahjong Time